~Dreamer wanna be~

2011-07-12T13:11:00.004+08:00

Hi readers! :)

Sorry for not updating my blog for quite some time! Pretty busy with presentations every day. Anyway, I guess most of you are aware that the school has banned the usage of social networking platform during school hours! This eventually brought a lot of inconviences to most of us, right!? Oh well, you have to agree with me. Alright, I should stop beating around the bush! Let's get to the main point now! In regards with the issue of the social networking plaform in our school being banned, I have written a letter to the principal, relating to him how inconvience it has caused us. I hope he will be convinced by this letter of mine and eventually allow us to use social network again!

Here's a copy of the letter that I've written to our school principle,

SO.. HOW'S IT? WAS IT CONVINCING ENOUGH?
I hope it is!

Hope to bring you guys good news!
Stay tuned to my next post! :)

Till here,
Tracy.

I'm dating a pig

2009-09-22T22:09:00.006+08:00

Hi baby, you look like this pig to me lately.
So cute, so adorable, so chubby. ^ ^

T (L) Piggy.

I hope,I wish, I pray

2009-09-22T19:16:00.003+08:00

Actually, I've so much things to blog about.
I'm just too lazy to update.

Pardon me for being a lazy blogger.
Bear with me for two more weeks and I will be updating often..

So many thoughts on my mind, I wish I can share.

Having a bad headache right now.. I guess I slept too much.
The pain is killing me. :(

My little god brother said this to me a few minutes ago,
He says:
" ):
STAY PLS
Caz i really need you"

He told me to stay on for Secondary five and I told him
I wish I could, it all depend on my results.

I've also decided if I couldn't make it to secondary five,
I might be studying overboard or perhaps, to a private school. :)

If I will to leave,
will you miss me baby boy?
Will you forget me baby boy?

Here I am pondering what will become of me when I receive my results.
Will it be what I expected? Will it be what I did not expected?

cause' its hurting way beyond

2009-09-09T08:16:00.003+08:00

Sometimes, I wonder..
am I prone to diseases?
Why am I falling sick so easily?

Is it because I have yet to take my immune injection? :(

I studied so hard for this paper yet I was unlucky to have
fallen sick.

"There's a possibility of re-taking this paper next year"

Upon hearing this, I wonder how the heck would I promote
to secondary 5 without sitting for an English paper.

Currently, I'm feeling lost.
What should I do now?

I can't afford to lose this opportunity of not going up to secondary 5.
I just can't.

Save me from the pain, some one.

Donovan : )

2009-09-05T00:43:00.002+08:00

Sorry for the little stubborn tiffs we had.
Despite that, I still love you as much.

My heart just wants to say sorry to your heart, baby.
It has been very mean of me to say those harsh words,
but now when I think of that moment, all I want to do is
to apologize you with my heart.

Will you forgive me, cutie? : )
If not, I will deliver your favorite Hokkien Mee from Yew Tee
to your door step everyday ahh...

The best way to his world

2009-09-04T14:57:00.003+08:00

One benefit of owning a blogger:
Your own thoughts would be understood by your loved ones.
(If you're the kind who don't mind writing down all your feelings and thoughts in your blog)

There's one last chance for me to enter his world
and it is through blogger..

He's someone snobbish. Because of his character, we merely have a
chance to understand his inner world. He barely has any one to rely on
too. He moved a step back when any one tried to be closer to him.

I doubt his pasts influenced and changed the one he used to be.
He started off with a white lie and then, it became a real lie.
He's addicted in lying...

If only, he could stop lying now.

I read his blog recently and I realized that I have not been playing
my part to explore his world. After my major examinations, I will
be giving all my attention to my loved ones.
I hope it's not too late by then.

IF ONLY

2009-08-31T17:50:00.002+08:00

If only, time could stop a little while.

Then, I will make good use of that little while to change...

How will I react when I recieve my results?

How will my future be like then?

I don't know ..

I'm back to blogging. :)

My CPU went "BOOM"

and I have to use laptop now. :(

Unfortunately,

2009-08-25T17:06:00.003+08:00

Dear readers of Tracy,

Due to the fact that her harddisk exploded, she will be unable to blog for the time being until she gets them repaired. Please bear awhile and she will be back blogging! :D

Goodluck for your N's husband! :D Must do well and promote to sec 5! :D Miss you, and faster get your harddisk repaired asap k! (L)

Yours Sincerely,

Gemma. (It seems like i'm writing a formal letter. Lol.)

So much.

2009-08-16T19:10:00.006+08:00

Hello people, lately I have fallen in love with something new..
I love donuts to the core!!!!!!! : )

I've so much things to blog about.
I wanna blog about my last day out with my lovely friends.
I wanna blog about how I seize the chance to go and see Don Don.
I wanna blog about how much I love Don Don!!
I wanna blog about the meaning of first impression.
I wanna blog about so so so so many things.

I need pictures first!!!!!!!!! I have to ask my brother or my dad to help me to upload them!!
humph. I just can't wait for the pictures to be uploaded!

I never missed home till today.
It had been more than 10 years since my last visit to there.
I wanna fly back home soon!
I wanna see all my relatives and cousins.
I wanna lead my luxury life again!
I wanna shop all day!
I wanna hire a security guard! :P
I wanna buy many many many cute puppies!
I wanna visit those run down schools and teach the kids English or Mandarin. :)
I wanna play catching with the poor little kids.
I wanna do a charity for the needy.
I wanna buy lots,lots and lots of candies and chocolates back home. To give all of
them away to the cute little children. : )

Even so,
when can I go home? :(
Maybe, in a year or perhaps, two.
:(

Then, I will take Don Don along with me.
Happy ending? Ha ha ha.

I can smile

2009-08-13T16:23:00.006+08:00

Sorry for not putting in all my efforts.
Sorry for being so care less.
Sorry for being addicted in making care less mistakes.

I just won't do it again.
Thinking back and forth, it's still my fault.

I don't want this word, ' care less ' in my life anymore. :(

Tracy, face the reality. You can't escape this tough stage.
After all, it's my future that I'm gambling with.
I wouldn't want to choose the wrong path again.

I can't give up now.

Durian Day (A_A)

2009-08-11T20:46:00.008+08:00

This is exactly true, "People you know became people you knew"
I guess, this is part and parcel of life.

What left behind us is just the history.
Do I sound miserable? Probably because, there are many things running through my mind right now..

Let's talk about my day today.
It was awesome! Sadly, it only happen once in a while.

We once drifted apart, but our hearts never leave one another.
My comedic clique is re-united again. :) Imperfections and perfections
of ours got us together, so closely till we are like an unbreakable tread.

Have you ever went to the nearest mall with your close friends to eat durians?
I had. I did. :)

We sat in circle, chit-chatted while enjoying the durians.
It seemed like all of us were meant to be good friends from the previous life. =P

p/s: THE DURIANS TASTED HEAVENLY! BECAUSE, IT COST US 10 BUCKS FOR 3 PACKETS!! CHEAP YET DELICIOUS. HA HA.

JRTHJ,
You guys won't become the persons I knew, but the persons I want to remember for life.
Thanks for everything and lastly, I love you all so much. *winks*

Funny people make my day

2009-08-06T22:58:00.007+08:00

Hello every one! Sorry for the lack of posts. :)
I was so busy with my studies till I did not leave any finger prints
on my keyboard for this whole week! My hands are rusty and stiff now.
I'm typing this post very slowly...

Oh, I had a mini surprise this morning. :)
Guess who? It was Ivan!

He left a letter outside my house.
That letter motivated me a lot. :)

Ivan, thanks for the letter. It was well written. :)
I gave in all my best for my f&n paper today.
Don't ya worry! Tracy's giving her best in everything.

I had a great day together with my mum, Don and Jia Ji.
We had a scrumptious dinner together. We had spicy Thailand food together.
It was cute seeing Don and Jia Ji trying superb hard to finish the spicy Tom Yam Soup.
Their lips got burnt, I supposed. So hilarious. :) Don don, don't try to challenge me,
because you will lose. :P

Shit, I felt regretted for not purchasing the FOX hood. :(
FOX hood, sorry for not purchasing you cause if I do, I will be
more tempted in buying branded stuffs. :( I need to control myself.
Don't hate me.

That's all for today.
Shall blog again soon!
Stay tune. :)

HAPPY HAPPY DAY!

2009-07-30T23:52:00.003+08:00

In learning to love you, I discovered I've never loved before.
I've spent much of my life searching for the fulfillment of the concept of love.
What love meant.. What is love..
I confused love when I encountered my first break up.
And when those feelings from him fade away, when the relationship died,
I wondered why I felt so empty. So hurting. So heart breaking.
You changed that, as you've changed so much else.
You taught me how to love.

It's you, Donovan. :)

I always believe in fairy tale,
and now you are apart in my fairy tale - my prince charming. :)

Happy teh-ri Month, baby. :)

Old sickness acting up again

2009-07-28T22:25:00.003+08:00

I love my pajamas very very much. :) Pajamas are so comfy. :)

Mr.Melvin, if you are reading my blog, I apologise for scaring you with
my scary picture. :P

I learned a total of 9 vocabulary words today. :) My brain's storage still have
some space left enough to absorb in these words. heehee, prelims are starting
this week. I have been a good girl lately, studying and studying. Any reward for me,
any one? I want subway cookies as my reward. :)

I was feeling listless today due to the weather and of course, for some other reasons...
I still pulled my day off with my trade mark smile. :) Not much people was able to
tell that I was actually feeling down... I could be an actress, huh? :P

I'm fine now!
This month, my mood had been swinging from left to right, and then, from right to left.
Weird, what's happening to Tracy?

cure me, Doctor don.

Babies make your day

2009-07-27T22:42:00.003+08:00

Hello people, I've got not much time to blog about today.
In summarized, my day was perfect today. :)

Here something to lighten your day up.

ciaoz, I'm off to study. :)

Especially for you.

2009-07-25T13:52:00.007+08:00

When I'm with you, I have different kind of emoticons. :)

Even though, don don doesn't like seeing girls cry but I'm sure when I cries, he'll be there. :)

He has a charming heart that mesmerized me. :)
A heart that is unique, a heart that is rare to find.

He's like a precious gift that god had given me. :)
This gift, I will cherish it forever.
This gift, I will love it forever.
This gift, I will take care of it forever.
This gift, I will protect it forever.

Every little things he does always make me happy.

No one in this world could match up to him.
No one in this world could give me the happiness I want.
No one but Donovan.

Don, everything you had done for me is greatly appreciated.
I'm blessed to have you in my life.
Lastly, I love you. :)

Opps, the history repeat itself again.

2009-07-22T21:45:00.002+08:00

I wore a mask.

She describe me as the one with the extreme emotional.
The one who can be super gloomy and super sunshine at times.

Sometimes, I wonder who am I actually?
Who am I in the first place?

I wish to turn in early tonight.
I'm exhausted.. but I can't cause I have to study.. :(

The hardest thing all I ever had to do was not to let you discover the tears on my face.. :(
It hurts when I tried to hide my tears away from you..
It hurts when I pretend to be happy in front of you.
it hurts that badly..

Don, it hurts way beyond when you don't know what had happened to me lately. :(

Hidden in the dark

2009-07-18T21:57:00.010+08:00

Hello french fries, the above picture is especially for you. :) I love you a lot, ok!

I have to spend a caliginous night tonight. I pray hard that its only for tonight. :(
Just tonight.. Upon hearing the news, my heart got pierced right through.
Just like a hole in a pierced ear lobe

But ya know, brother
papa, momma, me me, ningning will always love you.

we will always try to understand you. :(
Please get well soon..

An isolated place for the time being

2009-07-18T12:42:00.006+08:00

I find this picture well taken. Truly fascinating.
I can't take my eyes off it.

What's life for me? Pretty good, I supposed.
Been trying hard to catch up things that I missed when I was on MC.
Now, I'm back on the track again. :)

Silly don don traded his phone.
Guess I would have to adapt to the changes in the new phone.
I'm gonna search for cute little stickers soon, to decorate his phone. :)

I can't believe I starting to miss Don Don the moment he's not by my side. :(

School's my second home

2009-07-14T09:00:00.007+08:00

Lady luck's gradually fading away from me.
Misfortune descend upon me.

I had to gave my oral a miss and decided to postpone it to Friday.
Now, I finally understood how Hui Ping felt when she missed the SYF competition during April.
Feelings are indescribable but I'm sure I'm feeling ghastly now. :(

I'm on MC for two days, (Monday and Tuesday).
I got two words to describe it,
it sucks.

Everyone's having fun in school yet, I'm home playing Y8 games to kill my times.
Everyone's studying in school yet, I'm resting at home or even lying down on the bed.

Can you feel how terrible it can be?

I used to hate school because I felt school life is way too boring.
Now, I don't feel the same anymore.

School starting to be very meaningful now..
Because, I have don don and my lovable friends with me.
They are there to make my school life more vivacious.

I miss them so much.. :(
I miss sitting at my desk.. :(
I miss annoying Hui Ping. :(
I miss glancing at don don secretly cause it makes me happy.. :(
I miss crapping about some pervert jokes with my girlfriends.. :(
I miss listening Mrs Toh's nagging.. :(

Once and for all, I miss school.

Only you can make the difference.

2009-07-11T23:06:00.005+08:00

She's only four yet she's suffering, so badly..
Only YOU can make a difference in her life!

Do click the nuffang advertisement on her blog too!

I just gave my words of encouragement for little Charmaine and her mom.

"Hello both to Charmaine and Charmaine's mom! Do not give up, please keep fighting!
No matter what, always encourage Charmaine to live life to the fullest. :) She has
yet a long way to go. She hasn't see the whole world yet so, Charmaine's mom,
please be strong,hang in there. :) "

Click here and read about her condition.

Fight, little Charmaine!!!

I smile cause you laugh

2009-07-11T20:53:00.003+08:00

Been talking on the phone with don don lately. So much things to talk about
but time is always limited. :( I wish don don's hand phone is always with me so
that he will call me every night! =P

Don don, this is for you!
"Waiting for your call, I'm sick, call I'm "angry"
call I'm desperate for your voice "

Today's a bad day. I wasn't feeling well so went to poly clinic then waited for 3 and a half
hour just to see a doctor. :( After that, I had to proceed to another room just to take my blood
test and urine test. :( Luckily, I wasn't running a fever if not I might have to be hospitalized.
Now, you see how weak my health can be. :( Even though I'm prone to be feeble always,
I could able to lift myself up, I'm able to do physical fitness, I'm able to dance... so, I'm still consider very lucky, huh? :)

You were the reason why I shine

2009-07-09T20:02:00.006+08:00

Hui Ping and me. :)
I got this picture uploaded at last. :)

When I was unnoticeable, you saw me and gave me the spotlight to shine. :)

That picture was taken when we went to UCC hall to watch a dance concert. We were the center of attention as we were dressed in 'formal'. Ha ha ha..

So reminiscing... :) We even had our black facial mask session before preparing for the concert.
Envy? :P That's what best friends always do! :)

Ok, in no other words, I really love her a lot a lot a lot.

Ha ha ha..

Yesterday was my Food & Nutrition execution. Everyone praised me for the great work that
I had produced. All my dishes turned out to be really beautiful. I felt like a real chef.. Well,
I still have a lot more to learn. I'll try to upload the pictures asap! Because, the photos are with
my teacher. :O Don't drool if you have the chance to view the photos! :P

p/s: I'm good in making desserts more than anything else!! :)
If you need help in desserts, tell me! :)

Shall end here! Time to revise and shall wait for don don's call.

Tear it apart.

2009-07-08T00:36:00.006+08:00

Recently, I found out that I'm way too soggy. Maybe, I should imitate the crazy moves
shown in Happy Tree Friends - let a car run over your brains. :) This way, I will be brilliant. :)
I'm such a pervert.. haha. :) I'm just kidding about that..

Sorry for such a short post, I be back in a few days,
blogging about cool stuffs. :)

Stay tune!

What's up?

2009-06-29T18:36:00.007+08:00

School's pretty stressed out lately.. Assignments everyday....
My brother, Kieran is going to be a real man soon. He's going to NS on Tuesday, 7th July, 2009.
I wonder how's life gonna be without him? :( I be leading a hush life at home soon. :(
I don't think I would be able to send him off on that day as I will be having my
Chinese 'O' level oral. :(

Mentioning about major examinations, my F&N practical is up next. Then,
followed by English oral.

I wish to master the basic of pastry so that I could make sweet treats and treat all my lovely friends! :)

P/s: I finally know how to make strawberry coated with white chocolate/cream!
The one that sold in Moss Burger and Sakae Sushi! :)

Hahaha! I'm becoming professional each day huh?
Don't forget, I'm Tracy and I'm the owner of this blog!
Ha ha ha.

I almost give up

2009-06-27T12:34:00.004+08:00

I'm alive again. My soul's alive once more.
To be frank, my soul's been dead for the past few days but my heart
never stopped beating. It beats to fight, to keep me living and allowing
me to be brave to deal with those obstacles that I'm facing with.

Every night, when I'm about to sleep, that incident particularly shot me
right in my head. Tears flowing endlessly and I gasped to breath tightly..
Every breathing hurts so much..

Thinking back all the times back in last 3 years leaves me in nostalgia.
I wondered what could have gone wrong this time round?
Did I ever choose the wrong path again?

I'm absolutely alright now.
When school re-open, I'll be vivacious with my smile clinging on to my face once again.
That's my trademark, I'm sure everyone of you know. :)
Not trying to put a brave front because, I don't like to pretend.

There are so many things I wanna rant about in my blog.
I don't have the time to do it, probably someday when I'm free. :)

Missing the one I thought you were

2009-06-23T13:12:00.002+08:00

For the first time, I will be back to your side again.
For the second time, I still belong to you wholeheartedly.
For the third time, I won't be back.

Life's like a game.
In game, you will have chances to retry the stage you failed.
Once all the chances are used up, "You lose the game"
Just like in life, when all chances are used up, you have nothing left.

Let's resign to fate.

A rocking chair

2009-06-20T07:59:00.005+08:00

I'm feeling lethargic right now.
Probably because I don't have enough sleep today.

I tossed and turned in my bed yesterday night.
After sometime, I managed to get at least 2 hours of sleep and,
woke up in the midst of the night. :(

My symptoms from not getting enough sleep leads me to be high and then,
360 degree mood swings. Please be beware of me. :)

I'm desperate to have a rocking chair right now.. filled with a comfy blanky and a pillow..
Hmm, also with ♥Mr.D♥ touching my hair softy, patting my head,singing me lulling songs
and then putting me to sleep. :) I still acts like a baby, yeah only in front of ♥Mr.D♥. :)

I guess I couldn't hold on for too long as my battery's running out.
Ok! I'm off to have my snooze!
Good morning and also, good night everyone! :)

p/s: Probably be replying the tags in a later time.

A surprise from "Santa" again.

2009-06-19T11:28:00.006+08:00

It isn't Christmas yet so you might be wondering why did I mentioned Santa Claus?

It all started out like this:

I was in my home for the whole day yesterday. Studying, studying and studying..
Just when I was about to take a shower, I took a glimpse at my hand phone
to see whether there's any message. Never will I expect to receive 9 miss calls
from Mr.D! A lot of thoughts went through my mind at that moment, like, "Why did
he call me for many times?" "Did something happen to him?" "Did he need my help?"

Somehow, I knew he was up to something. I quickly send him a message and he
replied. So, he left something outside my house. I was in my bath robe so I decided
to asked my momma to get that "something" for me. Guess what? He got me my
favorite Yami Yogurt (peach flavour with peanuts topping)!! I felt like the happiest girl
in the world. Though, this might be a small little thing but to me, it seemed like the
biggest thing ever. I can't believe he traveled all the way to Lot 1 just to get me that.
Amazingly, he traveled on his own. Mr.D hates to be alone but for the sake of me,
he traveled alone.

From the past till now,
Mr.D always been giving me a lot of surprises. :)

When I wanted cotton candy, it appear in front of me!
When I wanted Strawberry cake and Strawberry Smoothie from Orange Julius, it came true!
When I wanted Duk Bok Ki (Korean rice cake) from Bugis, the next day, it appear outside my house.
When I wanted the collection of Hello Kitty series(toys), he bought it for me.
When I wanted a bento, he made it the next day and passed it to me.

Mr.D is not only like a Santa Claus but also my favorite magician. :)

Thanks a million times, Mr.D. :)
You're the greatest!

The old times

2009-06-18T11:04:00.016+08:00

Sometimes, I wish I could return to the past..

I miss the times I had so much fun with my chaotic friends.
I miss the times I was treated and groomed like a princess.

I miss loitering after school with Hui Ping.
I miss leding a luxury life together with Hui Ping.
I miss loitering around west mall area with Shu Jing.
I miss going to expensive restaurants together along with Hui Ping, Shan Xian, Soon Heng, Herman, Byran.. :(
I miss going to the community centre to play basketball with my brother and their friends.

I miss having to celebrate my 13th birthday at Sakae Sushi with my brother and their friends.
I miss having to celebrate my 14th birthday at the nearby playground with Hui Ping.
I miss having to celebrate my 15th year old birthday at home with my family and relatives.

In fact, I miss all the days back in 2006, 2007 and 2008.
I miss all my friends, my seniors, my teachers.. :(
I wish I could return to the past.. somehow..
Though I knew its impossible because this is reality..

I ain't emo, I just miss the old times.
I'm perfectly fine. :)

I'm controlling

2009-06-16T21:20:00.008+08:00

I'm seizing my chance to blog now. (I'm supposed to be studying in fact)

Lately, I'm always wanting for every 30th to come quickly.
As for now, I'm waiting patiently for June 30th, 2009 to arrive!
Because, its a special day to me. :)

Anyway, if anyone of you knows where to buy DDR Dance Pad (the picture shown above),
please let me know! Because, I'm dying to get one soon. My momma forbids me to go out
lately, so I need something to kill the bored times. :( With that, I can also practice my skills.
It's like killing two birds with a stone. Then, when I get better in it, I can showoff my skills at
the nearest arcade! Ha ha ha.

Mr.D Mr.D Mr.D Mr.D Mr.D Mr.D

2009-06-11T22:04:00.007+08:00

After a long day, I'm home.
It feels great to be home but I'm missing Mr.D so badly even though
I just met him. =P

went to watch 'The ghosts of girlfriends past' together with Joshua and Hui Ping. :)
That movie was totally awesome! I shall rate it 5 stars then! :) Although, that movie might be a
little pervert as sex is always mentioned but it sure is meaningful, you will get what I mean when
you watch it! :) Ha ha ha. Oh and, don't be deceived by the movie's name cause it ain't scary at
all. Its more likely to be hilarious! Ha ha ha. C'mon, just catch it! Spending money on this movie
is worth it! :)

I guess I have to find some time to go shopping! I just realized that I have many many many
things to buy! :( Like, a thicker blanky and bed sheets for Mr.D! Shall get my shopping list
done soon! I probably find my momma to accompany me to shop some other day because
she's the best and she knows me best! :)

Oh and Vivi's back from Indonesian! Can't wait to hug her and see her new hairstyle!
I strongly believed that she looks great with her new hairstyle now! :)
One last thing, I can't wait to have movie marathon with my girlfriends.

Dancing on the stage is my dream.

2009-06-09T10:04:00.010+08:00

Dance, Subaru!

"She lived to dance and danced to live"

I was inspired by the trailer that was shown on the televisions lately.
I will love to catch that movie but I don't have time for it. :( I needed
to complete my holidays assignments before I could enjoy my holidays.
What's devastating was to hear that this movie is going to end on Thursday,
11 June, 2009. That's like two days more!! :(

I will probably get a VCR/DVD of it when it releases!
P/S: I will be the first to buy it then!!!

Anyway, to those who are born talented in dance, I salute you! :)
Because, I'm not one that is born talented in dance, I officially started
dancing when I was 13 years old. Well, at the time with so many better
dancers than me, I didn't have the chance to show my passion in
dancing. Feeling discouraged, I decided to leave dance and decided
to find my passion elsewhere. Deceiving my true feelings doesn't make
me happy nor allow me to survive. So, I decided to asked for my very last
chance of going back to dance. Asking for a second chance is just way
too difficult as I had to mark my teacher's criticism remarks before I
could actually go back to dance. This time round, I learned how to grow in
becoming a strong dancer, not allowing anyone to affect me from pursuing
my dreams.

And, this movie (Dance, Subaru!) reminds me of my dance life.

I have also decided to pursue my dreams after my studies.
I will like to start from the very basic technique of dancing - ballet.

I like every genres of dance not only Hip Hop, Jazz, Contemporary, Belly Dancing...
So, I have to make sure I know how to dance every genres of dance before I became
old! :)

If you have dreams, go ahead and pursue them!
Do be proud of your dreams! :)

Mr.D, I'm totally head over heels for you.

2009-06-05T21:13:00.004+08:00

Firstly, I apologise for not updating recently. As you see, I'm busy
(as usual or maybe everyday) with school stuffs. Majority gotta do with studies.
Guess I'm becoming a book worm each day. Ha ha ha. Anyway, I'm very satisfied
with my life now. My life seems perfect with a perfect Mr.D in my life! :) Hey, Mr.D
I realized that when I'm with you, I smile more often, laugh more than 100 times
per day, and my life becomes so much sweeter. Every now and then, I'm missing
you even when I'm writing this post!!! Oh Mr.D, you made me go wild and crazy
over you.

So Mr.D, will you be mine forever? =P

Sauces, my love

2009-05-23T15:59:00.022+08:00

Both of this pictures are superb cute!
It's like the theme "now you see me, now you don't!"

This is the portrait of our "Emo" photos! :)
There's Kesha and Vivi's ones too!
p/s: I have not edited theirs yet.

Went over to Elin's house to have our girls baking
day the other day! And, we ended up cam-whoring instead. haha. It's a pity that
Hui Ping went back home earlier to meet her mum if not, I bet all of us were be
super crazy cam whoring with one another. :) It's always so nice to spend my day
with my girlfriends(sauces). Despite our different races and our academic levels,
we still got along so well.

Introduction of my girlfriends:
Elin is a Chinese Peranakan!
Kesha is Eurasian!
Vivi is a Chinese Indonesian!
Hui Ping is a Singapore Chinese!
Whereas for me, I'm a Burmese!

I sure love Singapore for being a multi-racial country! :)

So, after spending quite some time over at Elin's house, Vivi and I decided
to drop by to Lot one to have some 'yummy yogurt' as we were craving for
it so much!!!! :) I fall in love with 'yummy yogurt' ever since Sarah first
introduced to me! ESPECIALLY, THE PEACH FLAVOUR! ahahaha. :)
I got insane over 'yummy yogurt' already! :)

Just a click away.

2009-05-17T20:02:00.017+08:00

Don't you think that banner looks superb interesting? :)
Just a click to here and you will be mesmerized by the things that attracts your eyes! Believe it or not, just click it! :D

IT'S BREATHTAKING RIGHT? AWESOME LOOKING PIECES? PRICES ARE AFFORDABLE TOO! All yours at here ! :)

Time's running out

2009-05-16T10:46:00.013+08:00

Mid-year examinations are finally put on to an end.
So, goodbye, and shall await for our pathetic results next week.
It might seemed like the end, but in fact, it's actually the beginning for me.
I'm left with 15 days before my Chinese O's examinations. :(
I have to stop all my nonsenses now, I can't waste any time longer.
Now, every minutes count, they are very precious to me.
I know, I have to give it all my might to make a difference in my future. I will, definitely.
I will be managing my time from now onwards.

Elin and Vivi came over to my house the previous night.
To have a heart-to-heart talk session, of course. That's what close girlfriends always does. :)
Had a great time laughing, crapping and talking about our loved ones! :)
I would want more of this! I don't feel bored having to talk about the same old topic
( same old guys) with them! Each time, we bring it up, each time, we got too engrossed
into the topic! Ha ha. :)

Aww, I just can't wait to go to high tea with Hui Ping, Elin, Vivi and Kesha!
I yearn for a girl's night out too! :)

Ice cream day!

2009-05-09T07:53:00.013+08:00

Ronny sayang and me!
Doesn't he look superb cute in this picture? :) I knew, I looked like a small girl here.

Anyway, today's such a good weather. Which means, its a ice cream day for me!
Longed been craving for ice cream since this morning. So, I decided to go down
with momma to get me some ice cream!

Still deciding which flavor and color I should choose.

hella yeah, I did it.

2009-05-05T19:02:00.012+08:00

I feel like having them for my dessert right now now now now now now now!!!
I'm drooling.... so badly..

Oh and, I'm left with 7 more papers to go. :(
Tomorrow's English! Pray hard that I won't flunk the papers.

I did my Chinese papers pretty well today! As in like, I didn't give up halfway doing it

because, I persevered. Actually, in fact I had the urge to do so but something pulled

my thoughts away.

Even if I wanted to give up, I can't. I can't let my momma down. More ever, I wouldn't want

to waste her money for hiring a Chinese tutor for me. :)

Hey momma, thanks for hiring me a Chinese tutor.My Chinese really did improved traumatically

under Miss Zinc's teaching. :)

A Letter From Me To You.

2009-05-02T23:47:00.005+08:00

Dear Tracy,

I've no inspiration on what to blog now! :(
But i want you to know that i love you!
Good luck for your Midyear! I know you will be stress but it's normal.
Think of me when you're stress okay! Hehe!
Good luck for your N's this year too! I will support you all the way! ♥
We must mug hard together! Hope we can get into the same poly when we graduate!
It has been 2years 5months since we've known each other,
hope we will be good friends forever! :D ♥
Must thank me for helping you to blog ah! HAHA!
Remember to maintain pretty forever!

Love,
Gemma!

Ivan's my super hero for today!

2009-04-27T16:51:00.004+08:00

Got my old ez-link card replaced today! ♥ I still prefer the old one though..
Ivan saved me today! He's like a super hero today. Knowing that my old
card has low balance and unable to replace to a new one, he rushed to the
nearest LRT station and top it up despite knowing the fact that he was
going to be late. He asked me to go to school ahead without him.. As, he
doesn't want me to be late.. He is super sweet, agree?

Ivan, it's really nice having friend like you. :) ♥

P/S: I need someone to put up a song on my blog!

What am I up to?

2009-04-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

Lately, I have rather been too slackly in my studies.
Examples to prove:
*I flunked up my Maths test paper! Hell Oh, I'm gonna get a zero for sure.
* I didn't give any damn care about my assignments at all!
* I did not follow my study schedule either!
* I haven't been revising properly for the past few days.

What the hell is happening to me?

It's just two more weeks to mid-year examinations and here I'm
playing a fool out of myself. :(

It died in pain.

2009-04-24T20:13:00.000+08:00

First of all, an unpleasant situation happened during class today. :(
A moth was roaming happily around the classroom and flew near to the fan...
guess what? It's head was cut off!!!!!! Then, it fall onto the ground - struggling furiously.
I went closer to see why it was struggling furiously.. and I realized that it was trying very
hard to fly. That moth has a never-give-up spirit. I was moved by its action. At that time,
I had the urge to save it. But, what had happened has happened. There's nothing more
I can help. I couldn't bear to see the moth suffering any longer so when I was about to carry
the moth with both of my palms to outside.. My classmate took a ruler, hit the moth.. and
it died in pain... It struggle a little while before it passed on.. :(

I was extremely disappointed in my classmate. How could he do that!? After ignoring him
for quite some time, he approached me and said, he hit the moth is because he couldn't
bear to see it suffering, so he would rather let the moth die in pain..

Although, that was mean for him to do that, its pretty true. The moth suffered a lot.. :(
Anyway, it was sad to witness the moth dying in pain.. :(

Rest in peace, little moth.

like a love letter from heaven.

2009-04-22T21:02:00.000+08:00

I seemed to be receiving a love letter from heaven today. :)
I was truly enchanted by the letter. I could feel from the writer that he
filtered his true feelings inside in it. I was touched, amazingly touched.
This gotta be the best love letter I had received so far.

My heart was fluttered.

you're super special to me. :)
I will never let your tears hit the ground again.

Sorry for the short posts recently!
I will blog a proper one when I have the time to do so! :)

*a proper one consist of a long written post!
Not that long like an essay! Ha ha ha. :)

My last wish

2009-04-20T21:18:00.000+08:00

From young till now, my imagination had no limits, I wanted to change the world. However,
it seemed pretty difficult so I decided to aim to change the unfortunates' lives instead.
In any other words, I want to help the needy ones.

I want to have the ability to change it. :)

Together and always.

2009-04-19T18:38:00.000+08:00

Words can't explain how much you mean to me.
Simply, I love you and I'll always do.

Too Mesmerized

2009-04-18T20:10:00.000+08:00

I will like to show off this picture because I find that this picture is so well taken!
Ha ha ha. Now, you see I'm good in taking pictures. ha ha.. I used Donovan's hand phone
to snap it down! Ok, I can advertise for his phone too. It has such good features especially
the camera! So go and grab it now! Sold at all mobile outlets.

Gemma wong, you are allow to steal this picture if you want!
LOL.

Tracy's back. She's back for more.

2009-04-18T19:22:00.000+08:00

WOOOOOOOOOOO! It certainly feels good to be back to blog! ♡
Oh! Just a reminder. I'm offcially 16 years old. Ha, somehow.. I lost the tactic on how
to blog a super nice blog post. It's okay! Just regard me as a noob blogger for now. :)
Hmm, a noob will become a professional one day huh! So, don't look down on noobs.
Ha ha ha..

Yesterday was the biggest day of my life. P/s: Nothing related to marriages.
It was my birthday - my 16 year old birthday. I thought it ain't gonna be a meaningful
one since the schedule for the day was like, packed with so many events going on -
like, speech day and flag day. I then think of positive side, which is, it will be really
meaningful for me to volunteer myself for the flag day.
"If you help others, you will be helped, perhaps tomorrow, perhaps in one
hundred years, but you will be helped. Nature must pay off the debt. It is a
mathematical law and all life is mathematics."

So, I went for the flag day despite the pain I had on my tummy.. My friends and I went
to various locations for donations. Some unhappy things cropped up as well, especially
the comments of the people who refused to donate. "Why bother to waste your time?"
This comment was sure insulting and heartrending. It was heartrending because, that
particular person doesn't know how great it will be to help the needy ones. So, it was
pathetic as well. We moved on despite having to hear such comments. It didn't really
affect us that much either. Haaaa. :)

Woo, I guess I'm too into writing a post. ok, shall not elaborate that much if not it might
get boring. ha ha, well, I received a huge present on my birthday as well. The dancers won
'Gold With Honour' award for the dance, 'Fly With Me'! Well done everyone for your great
efforts. Our hard work paid off. Ha ha ha. So for our rewards, Mr Micheal treat all of us to
pizza hut! Had a great time hanging out with dancers. They sang me birthday song as well.
So deeply touched. ♡

Lastly, I thanks everyone for not forgetting my birthday. As well as, the presents, cards,
blog posts and videos that you all got for me! They are greatly appreciated by me.
I love you all. :)

p/s: pardon my profile and links!
I will edit them soon. Ha ha.